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Heavy Rain.. (Taken with instagram)

So yesterday a good childhood friend of mine rediscovered old photos and shared them.
We were reminiscing about good old times and dug out some stories. Man, most of them were so hilarious =))

Taken with instagram

Thx Huy, Vinataba :>

Befriend the person you used to love?

That’s a hard question indeed.

I read a quote which says: “When you can befriend a person you used to love, then you weren’t in love.” That’s right, I can’t imagine myself being buddy with the girl I loved. It’s not like we broke up after a fight, we broke up in good terms but… it’s kinda awkward, seeing the girl you used to love next to you, but you aren’t a couple anymore. No more kissing, holding hands, groping and stuff (sex!) - just friends. And being just friends with a person who can make your heart race just sucks.

And now I’m still getting a heart attack everytime I read her name or see a photo of her. It nearly kills me, even though I don’t want her back. It’s just weird. I don’t even know if I still love her, but anyway that doesn’t even matter. What matters is the fact that we 2 can’t go back to how it used to be anyway. Maybe some more years will be neccessary to forget her, maybe it will take forever - who knows.

-Jaqobs